My name is watered down. The name Justin is not an uncommon name today in America, and a number of celebrities share it with me. However, I do have a nickname that contains more meaning for me: JMillz. This is a nickname that was given to me freshmen year by the JV Soccer coach at the time. It has meaning because up until then I had always been known as "Harry's brother" because my brother had gone through the program before me, but now I had my own name. I was no longer identified by my brother but I was my own person. I was finally being recognized for my skill on the field rather than my relationships off the field.
As a part of the soccer team there are many times where I am faced with the dilemma of being an individual and part of a larger whole. The whole in these situations is the soccer team, and as a member of the team I usually have to sacrifice who I am for the good of the team. To clarify, there are many times during games in which I have to choose between what I want to do on the field, and what I have to do for the sake of the team. For example, during a corner kick I always want to go up the field and try to score. It is something that every player wants to do because scoring is the only way to get recognition in soccer. However, if you ever choose to attend a Millbrook soccer game, you will almost never see me go up during a corner kick. This is because it is my job as a part of the team to stay back and make sure the other team can't attack us off the corner. I am sacrificing my own agenda and my own goals so that as a whole the team can achieve its goals. Any time someone is both an individual and part of a whole, there will be a conflict of interest and the individual will have to make a choice between what's best for them, and what's best for the group.